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[25/04/2009 8:40 am]
Look more like the so-called lonely lonely, lonely as some people have said that with the lonely, only making a fuss of a pure. Only now discovered that they are unknowingly passing through the other way. Do not know to come from the loneliness and isolation, betrayal of one39s soul, has lost his firm39s bottom line. Sad? Poor? It also should be added to the hateful ...

Did not know what to what, what are looking for ... no matter what network or friends in real life tend to feel that I still considered a rational woman, however inadvertently, they should not have made so many the wrong, wrong can not forgive their own. I do not know that these errors will be brought to me what kind of results, but certain is that regardless of what happens after, regardless of whether someone is able to forgive me, I will never forgive myself, because I know are not the result I want to ... not want to own one of the reasons absurd, but I just hope graham watches to find another way of relief only.

At a time when the most helpless, always like to go back to see when the road. For so many years, no matter how hard they try, they can not change their status quo, tired feeling really tired. In many cases, are beginning to question their own efforts, is not always moving in the right direction. Doubt, it has been at a loss, the loss gradually disappointed because of the disappointment of life will feel bored with the real experience of loneliness ... loneliness ... the invisible into a vortex and able to extricate themselves. Flowery lonely, lonely sleep. May not be talking about is not a good thing to give up, saying that the enjoyment of solitude ... When the real heart-felt lonely and alone hit anyone inexorably, no effort and seems to struggle in vain. Decadence, indulgence, wantonly trample on their own ... of marriage, family, morality, ethics, character, dignity, all are thrown in the back ... completely forgotten who he is and forget that he has should have the responsibility, but In order to escape ... but deep inside, or are keen to have a party can call the Harbor ...

Would like to escape the idea, more strongly, I do not know how long I can hold on, I do not know that he is not able to continue to adhere to. However, it can escape to where? I do not know, I come from the sad, but cheap breitling watches I feel true sadness of the small voice ... I know I am definitely not a good woman, but deep inside, but they are not indifferent to change ... , and do not want in love, when to pay no results, I chose to give up ...

Really want to know, is not really hell, if there is hell, I think I have been slowly approaching the entrance to hell ...

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